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Pastry chef!!!
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I am dealing with some intense issues lately, and I feel lost without a map. Been trying to get some help, but not finding any. It's rough, but I'm growing a sliver of hope that things will improve anyway. It's a bloody struggle for that hope, but as long as I'm winning, eh? :P
<3 - Derrick
OMG, Sarah. I totally failed at replying to your letter, and then you called me. You're a good friend. Sorry I've been MIA, but shit gets overwhelming sometimes. I'll try to talk to you soon. But I really appreciated your message! I hope you're well, *hugs* - Lo
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Interviewed yesterday for an entry-level baking (NOT BANKING! :P) job at the local co-operative grocery store. It went well, the job seems amazing, decent pay, good benefits, sweet discount on food, and best of all I wouldn't have to talk to customers every day! The shift is actually in the afternoon/evening, not the crack of dawn! Fingers crossed!
Amen to that, Sir Shuping. Plus I find cookies to be tastier than currency. #IAmLizLemon - Lo
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Funniest thing EVAR. Take that, Old Spice guy. RT @sesamestreet: Look at yourself. Now back to Grover. Now back at yourself. Now back to Grover. http://www.youtube.com/watch... (Thanks, Dan4th! http://friendfeed.com/dan4th...)
I laughed so loud, I actually woke up the dude in the basement. - Lo
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On the bright side, it's supposed to hit 78 degrees here on Saturday AND Sunday! I can't believe it... and tomorrow I interview for baking and finally get to go to a pig roast. That's been a silly dream of mine for many years now...
Wooo pig roast! - Adam Mills
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I am lonely and that is lame. But I'm not going to flip out about it, so that's nice. I know that soon I'll feel better.
(((Lo))) Hang in there, girlie. - Jenny
I was lonely last night. I think I'm just alone tonight :) - MiniMage
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OH MY STARS! While I was sleeping I got a call about that baking job!!! *breathes into paper bag, gets ready to call back*
good luck - VALZONE#SCREWED
Great news, Lo. Point out to them that not having experience in baking (vegan) is actually good. No preconceived ideas about how it should be done. This with an obvious desire for learning has got to be a winner. - Lynne
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This has been a crazy day. Anything interesting happen to you?
I made the best dessert ever. - Bren
No, they're just sending letters to the Society, which owns the house, but the corporation is defunct... we're sorting it out, because the house is paid for and presumably worth more than the $20k total owed on it. So worst case, we pay that off, sell the house, and everyone profits. But I'm pretty sure the plan is to save the society and keep living here. - Lo
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I HAVE 30 DAYS SOBER WHEEEEEE! It's kind of unreal how much has happened in the past 30 days. I'm going to celebrate by making up a mess of homemade ice cream... housemate turned me on to a secret easy way to make it without an ice cream maker, and it's soooooooo creamy & delicious!
Rock on sweetie, one day at a time :) - Scott. Cat Herder.
Congrats, Lo! Keep it up! - Anne Bouey
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At the co-op job fair, waiting for an interview with the kitchen. Holy moly, do I ever want to be a baker's assistant. Over the past couple weeks I have realized how much I looooove baking. *tries not to be nervous, fails*
Speaking of bake stoke, I should post pics of the stuff I've been making. I'm addicted to Joy the Baker's blog. After the chocolate cake, I made dark chocolate orange cookies with golden raisins, bacon maple kettle corn, herbed skillet cobbler with some golden plums I picked, apple pie with a lattice crust. I haven't wanted to get a job b/c I want to go to meetings, work on my recovery, and bake all day. Every day. Haven't done laundry in a month. - Lo
Yay I love "good hunting"! - Lo
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Got a lead last night on a job opportunity tomorrow - possibly a cooler job. Cross your fingers that they love me & offer health insurance. On the personal front, I don't even know what to post lately. Let's just say that I've been having a lot of realizations about myself & my life, many uncomfortable, but hopefully it'll be good in the end :D
Crossing everything. And you know where I am if you need to get away. - Mary Carmen
Thanks everybody! I'm a little bummed b/c I thought of an awesome way to address the interviewer's concerns about my lack of baking experience, but they are very specific about not wanting ANY follow-ups, so I'll have to just hope it was enough. At least I may be able to be a cashier or something, or this has me thinking about trying to get a foot in the baking door elsewhere if possible. It's nice to at least recognize that I have another passion, as they are hard to come by for me. - Lo
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Finally mustered up the gall to follow-up call about that dream job, and now I realize why I was stalling. They chose 8 people for interviews and I "didn't make the cut." Now I feel worse than the terrible I had brewing. Hooray!
This too shall pass, etc, etc. - Lo
Not cool. - Derek Coward
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The sex shop I applied to didn't call me for an interview this past week. I really thought they would. I am trying not to be overwhelmed with angst about this, and garnering the gumption to follow-up call them tomorrow. :(
Try not to get too bummed. Give them a call tomorrow. - Spidra Webster
You definitely can follow up, to show your interest and remember to do not show any weakness in that reply. ;) - ۳۰ مرغ Loves Y&#39;ALLLLL
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Back during my month in Seattle we made mac & cheese that started with roux, used crazy cheeses, had peppers & mushrooms & sundried tomato pesto and was finished with a bacon crust. Yeah, that's right, bacon-crusted mac & cheese. I've wanted to make it again but plans fell through at least 10 times since. But tonight... IT HAPPENS TONIGHT.
Pics to follow as events warrant. - Lo
IT IS STARTING NOW. The cheese... the BACON. Oh sweet merciful heavenly father I don't believe in! - Lo
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Who's eating a homemade egg & bacon sandwich on a baking powder biscuit? THIS GUY!
It's like McDonalds times ten to the twenty third power :D - Lo
I'm glad someone caught the Avogadro reference ;) I've always been a guy, in that I refer to myself with generically masculine pronouns and collective nouns. It does seem to trip some people up, though. Once a store manager described what he needed in an employee, and I said "I'm your man!" He said, "you're my woman, you mean." And I was suddenly very uncomfortable... :P - Lo
Today my dear friend Adam Mills turns 30. I was dead all day (flu shot gone awry?) so couldn't do anything crazy. Help a sister out, FF, and have a naked party or do something nuts for Adam. He is TEH AWESOME & has cute kittehs. Happy b-day, old man!
Happy big 3, 0, Adam!! Lo sorry you are ill, I got a flu shot a couple days ago and made everyone around me sick including my kitty...How did that happen...perhaps another f-shot gone awry? - Lit
I am nothing, if not well-educated. - Adam Mills
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It is gray and way too cold and time to make VEGETABLE SOUP! Hopefully it will be an improvement on last week's foray into soup-making, which was tasty enough. Lemme know if you want some, there'll be extra!
If you looked up "culinary overkill" in a dictionary that actually included the term, it would just say "See: Lo's soup." I made roux with double scalded milk, and grated raw potato into it, and sautéed mustard greens... ridiculous. The only mistake was not making enough. - Lo
I want the recipe. - Adam Mills
I had intended to make another batch today, but ended up being dead all day. Hopefully I'll get to it tomorrow, and if so I'll write down the recipe. - Lo
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My cake is cooling now. This is going to be EPIC you guys! | The Making, Baking and Consumption of the Best Chocolate Bundt Cake ever. — Joy the Baker - http://www.joythebaker.com/blog...
When it's almost cool I'm going to start the glaze... I have all the ingredients lined up... I need to put on a Depends undergarment, I'm so excited! - Lo
The smell is SOOOO good. I wish I could give out slices over FF! - Lo
I would gladly accept and say thank you. - Eric - Final Countdown
It is truly ridiculous how chocolatey this cake was. Normally when other people head for the milk, I only need a touch of water, but this had me hitting the milk hard. And happily I now suspect that I will be even more welcome with the boyfriend's housemates :P - Lo
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What can I do for you? I have to do something of service to someone else today, and I'm trying to think of something. If there's anything I can do for you, or you can think of something I could do for someone else, let me know.
There's a hospital around the corner, I wonder if I could just walk in and ask if anyone wants someone to read with them or randomly chat. They'd probably be all WTF? This is private property, lady. - Lo
It's my 30th birthday on Wednesday. Do something to surprise me/put a smile on my face. - Adam Mills
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I need to make the yummiest chocolate cake EVER on Saturday. Recommendations for recipes are most appreciated, if you've got any!
can we volunteer to be taste testers if we don't have recipes? - Steve C, Team Marina
We decided on the first one. I was trying to find something besides a bundt cake (partly since I don't have a bundt pan), but the reviews for it were so amazing, and I like the idea of coffee in with my dark chocolate. I'm pretty excited about it! - Lo
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Dinner last night: Lo's Vegetable Soup of Infinite Win and Greenness.
Mustard greens, spinach, zucchini, potatoes, carrots, onions, garlic, spices, and half & half. Would be smoother if I had a food processor, but I'm amazed this is edible. I've never made anything like it before. Not the most delicious thing I've made, but probably the first thing that ever made me think, "Damn! I cooked this!" I really wanted it to be bright green, like would-freak-people-out green. Now my roommates won't eat it. :D - Lo
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELLY!!!! *blows horn*
*sings obnoxiously* - Lo
Thanks sweetie! xoxoxoxoxox - Melly #FForever
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My new revised cover letter: "Dear Manager, Just accept that you will hire me. If you don't, I'm going to start my own sex shop and drive you out of business. RESISTANCE IS FUTILE. Sincerely, Lo."
Can't miss. :D - Steven Perez
Thank you, I will be sure to use that argument. Logic works on these math types. - Lo
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I'm applying for the sex shop job tomorrow. If you want to give feeback on my resume & cover letter, DM me your e-mail address. Many thanks!
sex! - Vezquex
Yay sex :P - Lo
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It's weird how I can be all, "yes, I can do this! Things are going to be fine!" and then flip to "why bother, everything is hopeless" in what seems like a very short time span. Guess I should try to pay more attention to what causes the flip. I still think things will be fine, but I lose all motivation and feel pretty depressed. Inconvenient.
Same happens to me all the time. This weekend I was all excited about making a practice pie for the apple pie contest next weekend. Last night I started feeling crappy and didn't want to make a pie, now I'm trying convince myself I should still enter the contest. - Heather
MVB, whatever the pharmaceutical companies were pushing at the times I've had therapy. I don't really feel like anything made all that much of a difference, but I wouldn't really know how to compare. I'm pretty convinced it's all thinking-driven. Which is why I'm paying attention to it. - Lo
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I hate how awkward I am in social situations, even when the other person is being incredibly nice and non-threatening. *breathes into paper bag*
I feel the same way. - Joe &quot;The Anvil&quot; Pierce
Hah! I'm so used to that feeling of inner panic. I probably don't do near as good a job at acting through as Joe. - Rahsheen
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Who had boston creme pie ice cream for breakfast at 1pm? THIS GUY!! :D
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Just woke up, not even out of bed, and already feeling overwhelmed. *deep breath* This may become my to-done list, need to take it one tiny thing at a time.
*offers coffee, donuts and a wacky dance* - Johnny
By the way, Johnny I appreciate the wacky dance. Lately I've been remembering how those always cheer me up no matter WHAT. - Lo
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Hey FF HR folks & job hunting gurus! Today I'm going to scope out the shop where I want to work, get a feel for the place. Then tomorrow write my letter about why I want to work there so much & go apply. I really want this, so what can I do to demonstrate my enthusiasm & awesomeness? What if I baked cookies to go with my application or something?
On a related note, boy it feels amazing to be walking around & feeling capable of doing things again. - Lo
In your interview I'd hammer in your enthusiasm for the product line, but more than that, I'd emphasize how reliable you are and to what extents you've to gone to for your job (use your trip as evidence). Employers like stability. - RAPatton
Oh, I should repeat: this is for a full-time retail position at a woman-owned, positive, ethical, hippie-ish sex shop: http://www.a-womans-touch.com/ I have intermittent retail experience throughout my work history, nothing in this type of store but I have a pretty decent history that shows I'm a reliable worker who gradually becomes indispensable. Every company I worked for, I was hired to do one thing but eventually did many things before leaving. I am afraid there will be stiff competition as it's full-time with benefits. - Lo
"Stiff competition" *snrk* - Adam Mills
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best of craigslist: 1500 live ladybugs, accidently bought while drunk, feels bad. "So, after consuming pot brownies and getting a little too drunk on thanksgiving a friend and i decided to buy 1500 live ladybugs from amazon..." - http://www.craigslist.org/about...
The best part: "I don't want to ruin 1500 lives." - Lo
But if you have something to feed them to, that's okay. - Ordinarybug Heather
AAAAA, right?!? I guess contributing to the circle of life beats a senseless drunken-internet death in their hierarchy of morality... I see funny BOC ads now and then, but this one broke my mind a little. - Lo
I buy them and release them on my roses to eat the aphids. - amelia arapoff
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Recently I had my first experience of downloading something on the series of tubes & watching it. I enjoyed it so much, now I want to do Futurama! But I'm new to this, does anyone have tips for where a naughty girl could get some funny?
Torrentz.com is a good place to start...but futurama totally deserves your money! - Louis Simoneau
Torrents can get you into trouble since you are not just downloading, you are uploading too, and that falls into unauthorized distribution, which is illegal in most of the world. It's what people get sued for. They never get sued for the downloading part...it's always the uploading or "making available". You would be better off and a whole lot less likely to get into trouble if you had a source that you could download from, without the need to upload, as well. Some place like http://stagevu.com where you have the choice of streaming or downloading, without even needing to have an account there. - April Russo (FForever!)
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I have been really vague about this on FF, but here goes: I haven't regularly gone to AA for maybe four years now. Since early 2010 I have been drinking off and on. It hasn't been so bad, but bad enough. A few days ago I decided to quit drinking again and am back in AA. More in comments, and ask questions. It's important to me to be open about this
I have been open about what's been going on with the people I'm really close to, though not with everyone due to wanting to avoid massive shame bouts that come with judgment (shame is a big problem for me). This includes my new boyfriend, who told me he was okay with what was going on. I was stupid to accept this at face value, but he was also dishonest with me. - Lo
One day at a time, resentment and righteous indignation are never good ideas, the serenity prayer, and most of all this too shall pass are the four main things that everyone should probably learn, normies too. AA really got them right, and I have dutifully adhered to them entire time, even after I stopped going to meetings. It's kind of a kick to realize how fully I've internalized TTSP and how much it's improved my life. It and Taoism are how I beat my apparently genetic suicidal impulses. They still happen, but they don't even bother me. - Lo
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Thanks everyone for the virtual hugs. Today I am feeling better, and I got some real hugs finally. Yay hugs! I am at peak coughiness but hopefully back on track to get that awesome job & feel better.
:D w00t! - Jenny
Glad your feeling better. Here's a belated v-hug: (((hug))) - Sarah (or SCarla)