I am dealing with some intense issues lately, and I feel lost without a map. Been trying to get some help, but not finding any. It's rough, but I'm growing a sliver of hope that things will improve anyway. It's a bloody struggle for that hope, but as long as I'm winning, eh? :P
Oct 12, 2010
from
Steven Perez,
OCoG of FF, Jimminy,
vicster.,
Bruce Lewis,
Joe "The Anvil" Pierce,
John (bird whisperer),
RAPatton,
Heather,
Micah,
and
VALZONE#SCREWED
liked this
<3
- Derrick
Personally, the fact you're tackling this so hard makes you awesome
- Johnny
You can make it through anything. Sorry things are rough, I hope there's significant improvement soon.
- Heather
Holy crap I am frustrated. I know so many supportive people, but when I get desperate enough to talk to one of them about what's going on, that makes it SOOO MUCH WORSE because they have NO clue what the fuck they're talking about. All I need is one person who has been through this or is knowledgeable about it, who has just a little time to give me some pointers. It's mind-boggling how difficult that one person has been to find!
- Lo
Don't get me wrong, it's nice to know there are people who support me, and FFeeps are the best because ya'll don't try to tell me what to do. I am just really, really ready to make some changes and I can't figure out for the life of me what to do or where to start. 99% of the ideas that occur to me are part of the problem, and identifying the stray healthy flukes is very difficult.
- Lo
But I'm fed, clothed, reasonably happy at least some of the time, and there are a lot of people in the world who will have a much worse day than me, so I'll try to stop feeling sorry for myself :P
- Lo
Take care.
- Steve C, Team Marina
(((hugs)))
- Sarah (or SCarla)
OMG, Sarah. I totally failed at replying to your letter, and then you called me. You're a good friend. Sorry I've been MIA, but shit gets overwhelming sometimes. I'll try to talk to you soon. But I really appreciated your message! I hope you're well, *hugs*
- Lo